Aug. 13th, 2003
Knowing versus Having Emails
Aug. 13th, 2003 12:55 amSlipped out of work early (not much to do today), came home, fiddled around online, DID NOT OPEN CIV III, lay down, fell asleep. Woke up at 11:30pm. Ate something. Scoured my Hotmail inbox mercilessly clean, deleting without hesitation messages I'd saved for over a year. Hadn't looked at them in all that time, so what were they still there for? Who cares that they were evidence of insanity and moodiness on the part of myself and others with respect to certain situations. I don't need old emails to remind me who's crazy, how I've fucked up, who's fickle, who's reliable and considerate, what my buttons are, what's funny, and how wonderful and crushworthy I am. Okay, I saved that last one. Boy, was she fickle.